Failure

Finally free from your poison
I am getting high all alone now
Wasted so much time on your cheap lies
you are the one who planned your own demise

What is it like,
living as a failure?
what is it like
to fuck up your own life?
what is it like, living as a failure
you ruined everything
I hope you never die
no

What is it like,
living as a loser?
you could have everything
but you didn't choose it
what is like,
living as a failure?
I hope you never die

Setting my eyes on the price now
finally free with the lights out
cleasing myself from your dirt
you're the one that's going to get hurt


What is it like,
living as a failure?
what is it like
to fuck up your own life?
what is it like, living as a failure
you ruined everything
I hope you never die
no

What is it like,
living as a loser?
you could have everything
but you didn't choose it
what is like,
living as a failure
I hope you never die

Everything that doesn't matter

Don't you fear that it could go away
you really thought that I would always stay
boring drops and so much foul-play
leaving this before it all decays

all your sugar pills won't help this time
I'm so empty I could cross the lines


Fall out of line
wasting my time
you're never right
I can't catch me falling
you are everything that doesn't matter
you are everything that doesn't matter

Cold by your lies
electrified
hate your disguise
at the same time
you are everything that doesn't matter
you are everything that doesn't matter

Why don't you silence the voices in your head
you don't ever understood anything I said
need to see you down, but I'd rather look away
you really thought that I would always stay





"Everyrthing tht doesn't matter" copyright by S. M Garcia

Stay Away

Plotting to run away

Or stay for one more day

All the ashes are starting to burn again

All the trees are starting to turn again

Bury myself in my lies

No place to compromise

Need to live my visions now

It’s so empty, everything is empty

And as I stay away

Your whole world will turn to grey

As I stay away

I want to crush you and everything you say

And as I stay away

I run a thousand miles per hour to another day

As I stay away

I feel empty, everything is empty

High on eternal dreaming

Torn masks and evil scheming

All the ashes are starting to burn again

All the trees are starting to turn again

Bury myself in my lies

No place to compromise

Need to live my visions now

It’s so empty, everything is empty

VIOLATE

I can’t seem to reach my mind

Dead, hollow and cold inside

My emptiness could fill your live

Made up of your endless lies

I want to rip out your addictions

I want to rip out all the friction

And as I violate my life

I can’t move and I can’t hide

Who have I become?

And why am I starting to look like you

I want to rip out your addictions

I want to rip out all the friction

But when they turn the mirror

All that I can see is me

I can’t seem to mute the voices

Left with not too many choices

There’s no fire left inside

Tragedy got its stride

And as I violate my life

I can’t move and I can’t hide

Who have I become?

And why am I starting to look like you

Different Drug

Will you ever see me
the way the way that I see you
bound and broken
crawling on the floor for more

everyone's on a different drug
so bored and finally had enough
weak minds in dirty dozens
I think I've really had enough

lick my wounds and run away
nothing here to make me stay
stay down if you can't stand up
can't drink from an empty cup

Fuck your ignorance
fuck the days that didn't pass
fuck my innocence
fuck the the days that didn't last

you keep up a nice facade
but on the inside
I can't see anything
I can't see anything
but I see through you everytime
manipulator

everyone's on a different drug
so bored and finally had enough
weak minds in dirty dozens
I think I've really had enough

Addicted to Love

You said you'd never change
but when he came around
you just turned inside-out

you'd always say how you are so different
but how can you be different if you're just the same
as them
I sometimes wonder how you see yourself
if you see yourself at all

I never knew you were addicted to love
so gone, so long, good-bye forever
How could you become so addicted to love
I don't recognize you anymore

You seemed to be so strong
but you weren't that at all
scared to be alone and fall
but when he came around
you just turned inside-out

you'd always say how you are so different
but how can you be different if you're just the same
as them
I sometimes wonder how you see yourself
if you see yourself at all