Kill You

Running a mundane life
tired of 9 to 5
you like everyone
you look like everything

Gotta force myself to live sometimes
gotta hide behind my mental crimes
there is so much more you'll never see
from me
from me

Your betrayal
Makes me wanna kill you
Your innocence
Makes me wanna kill you
I keep looking up you keep falling down

and you'll always be alive for me

Staring into your eyes
So much you sacrificed
for nothing and everyone
I feel like I need to run .......

I don't get you
I don't get you

Strange Desire

We got nothing to say
The past has taken life away
suck it up you spat it out
there's nothing that you care about

And now I'm lost
and now I'm on fire
I never got your strange desire
still everything's grey
even black couldn't take this numbness away

How could you?
how could you?
how could you?
how could you?

I can't watch you betray yourself
I can't watch you become nothing

How could you?
how could you?
how could you?
how could you?

I can't watch you betray yourself
I can't watch you become nothing

Bored by the mundane
dried up by pure shame
I'm drowning in emptiness
drowning in nothing

just like you

belladonna/07/092016