Eclipse

You don't ever get me but it's alright
we can fight some many million fights
it's ok
I can't see your soul and you can't see mine
but it's all okay it's all the same

bound to jump into the the nothingness
fearing the crash, it's inevitable

Break down in the middle of the ocean
Fall down in the highest of skies
Breathe in all the temporary devotion
in the end it's all the same
but I don't care
I don't care

All your lies are nothing compared to mine
I have lost all hope you've lost the time to shine
I'm running away faster than I can see
but it's all okay it's all the same

bound to jump into the the nothingness
fearing the crash, it's inevitable

Smoke

You are the last thing
I should ever look at
once again running down that path
you lazy ego-driven monster
I wish you ever woke up

All my anger won't wipe this away
All my limits are here to stay
why do have you to become a piece of nothing
once the music stops to play

You can't run away
Poisened by your dirty smoke
why do you have to be such a zero
I never dared to really know you
you are a bottomless hole

I wished I could scream at you
make you face your ugly truth
ridiculous liar, that's what you are
why did you have to repeat this path?

Ghost

You hurt me once again

I wanna hit you back

My fist goes into nothing

cause you're not there

even though

you're

Standing in front of me

appalling fantasy

I can't touch you anymore

When I'm falling down

I feel like such a liar

My tears aren't real

I feel I'm breaking down

You've become a ghost

you are a vampire

Suck the life out of me

living on my loyalty

you've become a ghost

and I've become a liar

even though

you're

Standing in front of me

appalling fantasy

I can't touch you anymore

Typical

Sitting and listening to the fading party in your head
sometimes I run away
sometimes I feel like I was dead
All your sweet promises turn out to be
the dirtiest lies
I never cease wonder ....
I never cease to wonder why

This is what you get when you turn off the lights
this is what you get when you drown inside

Why do you have to bore me
Mundane in fallen glory
I 've got  nothing to say
I've got nothing to say to you

I've become so cold and strung-out
I'm empty inside out
I 've got nothing to say
I've got nothing to say to you

Seems like you are the same as them
nothing new, you're stuck in your cage
why don't you wake up, I guess now it's way too late
I never cease wonder ....
I never cease to wonder why

This is what you get when you turn off the lights
this is what you get when you drown inside

We Don't Get High

Never trusting the good in the long run
can't you see how bitter I've become
you are closed up
I'm mad
just the usual
can't you see how empty I've become

It's too late
to crash on the dancefloor
lost my faith
in life and everyone
you're my distraction
fatal attraction

We don't get high
we don't get high

I walk in your creeping shadows
still I'm praying for a new tomorrow
resurrect me I'm dead from the inside

We don't get high
we don't get high

It's too late
to crash on the dancefloor
lost my faith
in life and everyone
you're my distraction
fatal attraction

We don't get high
we don't get high

Kill You

Running a mundane life
tired of 9 to 5
you like everyone
you look like everything

Gotta force myself to live sometimes
gotta hide behind my mental crimes
there is so much more you'll never see
from me
from me

Your betrayal
Makes me wanna kill you
Your innocence
Makes me wanna kill you
I keep looking up you keep falling down

and you'll always be alive for me

Staring into your eyes
So much you sacrificed
for nothing and everyone
I feel like I need to run .......

I don't get you
I don't get you

Strange Desire

We got nothing to say
The past has taken life away
suck it up you spat it out
there's nothing that you care about

And now I'm lost
and now I'm on fire
I never got your strange desire
still everything's grey
even black couldn't take this numbness away

How could you?
how could you?
how could you?
how could you?

I can't watch you betray yourself
I can't watch you become nothing

How could you?
how could you?
how could you?
how could you?

I can't watch you betray yourself
I can't watch you become nothing

Bored by the mundane
dried up by pure shame
I'm drowning in emptiness
drowning in nothing

just like you

belladonna/07/092016

Go inside

Empty hearts broken parts from the get-go
No one cares no one comes no one wants to know
tired of your guilt and all your broken promises
worn-out from the times that didn't show me what life meant

there's a landslide
broken mirror
disappointment
turned into everyone

hiding away
in my freedom
this time it's gonna be everything

Go inside
the only place you know
the place to turn the light on
Go inside
you'll never find the keys if you hold on 
....
I am a superhuman
I am a zero
I am a superhuman
I am a zero 

Cheap minds old tricks dried-up ashes
all their dreams have turned into their darkness
No one cares no one comes no one wants to know
most of them are alive and died some time ago

there's a landslide
broken mirror
disappointment
turned into everyone

hiding away
in my freedom
this time it's gonna be everything

IN THE HEAD

No time to waste in the morning
tired from everything that hasn't been
blame it all on everyone else
no one ever witnesses your dry spells

You are falling down
taking the rotten road again
can't inhale the paper
nothing left to sever
no one's gonna save you from yourself my friend


CHROUS:
Oh no no
This stuff is bringing you down
Oh no no
shoot you in the head
are you a winner?
are you a winner?
Dirty sinner
left alone and dead

2x

Look at the impossible
no one understands your flaws
falling out but getting by
for some it's never too late to try

You are falling down
taking the rotten road again
can't inhale the paper
nothing left to sever
no one's gonna save you from yourself my friend

Under me

You know
all these times we weren't free
times flow
we don't remember how to breathe

stuck in my own disbelief
waiting for the end this couldn't be the end
surprised to still be on my feet
a reason to trust you this time?

You know
after all this time 
it still doesn't feel the same
if you go
you're taking my mind with you 
away with you
You know
I can't bend before I break
you know, you know
sometimes I still want you under me

So cold
sometimes we take ourselves too seriously
you show me
things I could never see

stuck in my own disbelief
waiting for the end this couldn't be the end
surprised to still be on my feet
a reason to trust you this time?

11/24/2016 copyright by BellaDonna

What is this all about?

The BELLADONNA blog is a safe place for dark art, dark music and dark lyrics. Enjoy the trip ..........

ERASE ME

Look at you

how you barely say too much

look at me

now we’re falling out of touch

you’ve become your own anti-hero

count your blessings cause they’re turning to zero

Are you a star?

Are you a fallen angel?

Are you an animal?

It’s time

erase me from myself

Another scar

Too many nights with broken dreams

I wanna turn inside

It’s time

erase me from myself

So much for breaking free

Look what I’m doing to me

Let me shut it all out

let me shut it all out

I’m still looking for you

Always looking for you ………

1/1/16 copyright by S.Garcia